I’m going to lay my cards on the table, here. Like Ruchira, I have had difficulty summoning a great deal of enthusiasm for any of the front-running Democratic candidates. I’m a pragmatist, when it comes to voting in national elections, so the annoying and complicated combination of factors that narrow the numbers of viable candidates (including but not limited to political funding, the media’s obsession with mano-a-mano battle narratives, people’s inability to keep more than a few characters in mind at one time) have effectively reduced my choices at this point to Obama, Edwards, or Clinton. I would give Obama the slight edge among these three. I enjoy hearing him speak, though I find his speeches a bit windy. I could criticize Obama as naive and excessively process-oriented, but I believe he has substantive and consistent character, and I believe in the expressive value of his candidacy, especially to the part of the world where we’ve communicated the worst values in the last eight years. Edwards’ populist rhetoric appeals to me, but his policies don’t strike me as hewing far from the indistinguishable party lines of the others, and I often find myself wondering if deep down he’s shallow.
The candidate who does raise my passions, if only in that the candidate renders me apoplectic, is Hillary Clinton. Perhaps because the policies of the Democratic contenders are so similar, the reasons for my dislike of Hillary Clinton are fairly personal: she strikes me as managing to embody both an empty carapace of ambition and an easy, self-righteous paternalism (a peculiar combination that presents with only too much ulcer-inducing familiarity to me from my time at Yale Law School). If Hillary Clinton were elected, I’d have to stay in my print news purdah, away from the TV, for another eight years, since as with G.W. Bush, her speaking mannerisms are like nails on chalkboard to me. If I could handle the triumphal– "I might have agreed with those to the Left of me, before I learned better"– themes of what she has to say in print, I would still subscribe to the New Republic. I don’t.
Yes, I’m saying that I find Hillary dislikable, and I don’t care if that’s "mean" or makes her cry. Read the findings and statements sections of the Personal Responsibility and Work Opportunity Act (PRWOA) and decide whether it doesn’t take a far more "mean" person to sign a document like that into law, or to execute a person with mental retardation for political gain, or to ignore the genocide of hundreds of thousands of people and then disingenuously profess ignorance as a political excuse for inaction. Far more tears have fallen as a result of those (among other Clinton policy) choices than Hillary has shed over her treatment in this primary.
"But, those choices were made by the other Clinton."
Yes, but if we buy that Hillary’s a bright, independent woman, she could have spoken out about them, then or now. Instead, she’s worked very hard to align herself with Bill, and to profit from his popularity, however sleazily gained. Other than a term-and-change as Senator (don’t get me started on her time as Senator), of what else does her endlessly self-advertised experience consist?
I’m troubled to see how little attention is being paid in the media to what seems to me an extremely notable point: in addition to choosing candidates in this election, we are given the choice of deciding whether, as a democracy, it is wise or even appropriate to have just two ruling families control the highest office in the country for almost a quarter century. I fail to understand why this issue receives so little press, except in catch-all references to the appeal of "change," which seems more identified, however, with non-partisanship and the politics of identity than with dynastic change. Why aren’t people more concerned? Are we a nation of neo-Whigs? Is this Pakistan? Every political persona I hear associated with Hillary’s campaign is like an unpleasant blast from the past. Last night, the commentators were interviewing self-satisfied clowns like Terry McAuliffe and James Carville on her behalf. This interesting article in The Nation that a friend sent to me this morning, about the foreign policy differences between Clinton and Obama, raised the specters of Madeleine Albright and Sandy Berger. Next, Hillary’s posse will be trotting out Janet Reno; then, I’ll really lose my lunch.
In 2004, I endured the soul crushing experience of campaigning, hard– with my feet in New Mexico, with my wallet, and through a phone bank organized by Andrew at our house– for John Kerry, trying to convince others to vote for someone when I was only voting against another, since I neither agreed with Kerry, nor admired him. Many others did the same. I will campaign again against any of the current crop of Republicans, even if Hillary wins the primary (though it makes my head nearly explode just to write that sentence). The example of 2004 does not bode well for the outcome of such an exercise, however, in terms of either my private or our public well-being.
Editor’s Note: The author of this post is Anna Levine. Due to an error, Ruchira Paul’s name appears on the footer.