Accidental Blogger

A general interest blog

  • In October of 2005, just two months after Hurricane Katrina ripped through New Orleans, I wrote this story.  After the deadly storm hit and paralyzed the city, a group of employees at the Memorial Medical Center in New Orleans decided to inject nine elderly and critically ill patients in the long-term care unit of the hospital with lethal doses of morphine. The step was taken after the staff evaluated the disaster and decided that the evacuation of those patients (they believed the elderly patients were not going to live long in any case) was going to be impossible. 

    Their action was seen as merciful by some and criminal by others. The Louisiana Attorney General investigated the affair and decided to bring charges against some of the hospital personnel who had participated – nurses and one surgeon.  This past July however, all charges against them were dropped after a grand jury refused to indict. The controversial case is now closed but debate rages on among medical ethicists and the law enforcement about its ramifications. When I first posted the story, the information was still murky and I felt conflicted about the incident. On the one hand I understood the desperate situation and felt that the decision was indeed "humane," but on the other, I saw it as rash and perhaps unnecessary.  I used the word, "insane" to characterize the action of the medical personnel and was taken to task by a couple of commenters. I replied as follows:

    The insanity I had in mind is one of a legal nature, not a moral one. Euthanasia is illegal in Louisiana. That a group of people would undertake this course of action, even in an utterly hopeless situation, with each other as witnesses to the "crime", is the insanity and desperation I refer to in my post.

    As for the morality (and sanity) of mercy killing under proper circumstances, such as you mention, you and I agree.

    I am still not clear as to how to react to this story. While I do not think that the doctor and the nurses acted with criminal intent, their unilateral decision to "hasten the deaths" which they believed to be inevitable, bothers me. No family member or the patients themselves were involved in the decision making process. Were they ethical "angels of mercy" taking the best course of action under desperate circumstances or were their actions hasty and arrogant and amounted to "playing God?"  Newsweek magazine has an exclusive report describing Dr. Anna Pou’s (the surgeon who administered the deadly drugs) side of the controversial case.

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  • I am on vacation for the next few days and will not be posting anything new (except one story which I have lined up to appear in the middle of the week) until the 10th of September. Unless other A.B. authors find time to publish during my absence, there won’t be much fresh material here in the coming week.

    Happy Labor Day.

  • Close on the heels of our recent post and discussion on China’s Great Firewall, comes this story. Not satisfied merely with blocking and banning "objectionable" internet sites, the government of China has devised a unique way to warn web browsers that their internet habits are being watched and monitored.  The alert will come in the form of two cute comic cops popping up on the screen. The internet cops have been designed to remind Chinese citizens that nothing they see, read or do on the computer in the privacy of their home or office will escape government scrutiny. Happy surfing!

    Chinese_internet_cops_2 Big Brother will soon be making regular appearances on the screens of Internet users in China, but the velvet fist will take the unexpected form of a cute pair of manga cartoon cops.

    It’s almost like C.H.I.P.S. meets George Orwell’s 1984 meets Murakami. The Chinese government has decided to use a pair of cartoon cops to patrol computer screens of Internet users to make sure they are abiding by strict censorship rules, and the duo will encourage others to help them by ratting out potential violators.

    The man and woman cartoon crime-fighting duo will patrol the screens of Chinese Web surfers, sometimes on foot, sometimes on motorcycle, sometimes in a patrol car and sometimes — in true Chinese style — on bicycles.

    Public officials are using the unusual policing method to remind Web surfers that their activities are under constant observation and that no deviations from explicit Chinese Internet-use restrictions will be tolerated. Particular sites of interest for this cute little cartoon dynamic duo will be pornography sites, online gaming sites and sites of political interest.

    The Manga crime-fighters will start working their beat on Sept. 1 on the 13 most important Chinese Internet portals, including Soku and Sina. The government in Beijing claims that their patrol area will be expanded to include all Web sites registered in China by year’s end.

    Thanks to Web 2.0, crime fighting and helping make a computer citizen’s arrest has never been easier. Nor has creating an Orwelian state. If something on a Web site people visit or something they see another Web surfer doing strikes them as legally unkosher, a simple click of the mouse on one of the comic figures takes them straight to the police Internet site, where they can file a report on any lapses.

    It would seem that the traditionally draconian Beijing Public Security Ministry has decided to put on a friendly face when it comes to enforcing the cold rules of the road for Internet usage in China. "We will solicit even more images for our virtual police and update our tips on Internet security in order to further enhance the image of our Internet police and better adapt to the surfing habits of Internet users," an official said.

  • Fear_factorWe know from experience and by intuition that it is not so much the source of danger which causes our anxiety but rather our proximity to it .  This understanding is reflected in the old adage, "When the cat is away, the mice will play".  A bear far down in the valley is not as scary as the one we come face to face with on a forest trail. Neuroscientists have studied the human brain when it is assessing the "fear factor" and indeed they found that different parts of the brain are stimulated when faced with imminent or remote dangers, thus giving rise to "panic" or mere "anxiety" in the two situations. Also interesting may be the ramification of the studies beyond actual fear assessment. It may well be that those who suffer from panic disorders have an overactive periaqueductal gray (PAG) area of the brain (the panic center). 

    William James, the late 19th- through early 20th-century philosopher, once proposed that people do not fear a bear when they see it but, rather, become frightened when running from it.

    One hundred years later, a new brain-imaging study proves James may have been right. Using a Pac-Man–like video game and functional magnetic resonance (fMRI) scans, scientists showed that when a fear-provoking stimulus (say, a bear) is detected in the distance, the human brain switches on circuitry that analyzes the threat level and ways to avoid the animal or harm. Should the bear move closer—increasing the threat—other, more reactive regions of the brain jump into action, triggering an immediate protective response, whether it be to fight, flee or freeze in one’s tracks.

    "This [duality] is evolutionarily advantageous because a system needs to be in place that evaluates and makes decisions about external stimuli and decides if it is a threat or not," says study co-author Dean Mobbs, a PhD candidate in University College London’s imaging neuroscience department. "Fast responses," he adds, "are also important because in early mammals, who were smaller and weaker than the larger reptiles, a quick response in the form of fight, flight or freeze were and still are critical to the survival of the animal." Human abnormalities in these functions, he notes, could lead to anxiety and panic disorders.

  • The novel Anna Karenina begins with the memorable line, "Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way."  Leo Tolstoy may as well have opened his other opus, War And Peace with its corollary, "Peace and prosperity are all alike in every place; every war torn nation is brutalized and haunted in its own way."

    George W. Bush has been trying to stay out of Vietnam since he was in college.  A little more than three years ago, during the run up to the 2004 presidential election, he had this exchange with a reporter.

    Q Thank you, Mr. President. Mr. President, April is turning into the deadliest month in Iraq since the fall of Baghdad, and some people are comparing Iraq to Vietnam and talking about a quagmire. Polls show that support for your policy is declining and that fewer than half Americans now support it. What does that say to you and how do you answer the Vietnam comparison?

    THE PRESIDENT: I think the analogy is false. I also happen to think that analogy sends the wrong message to our troops, and sends the wrong message to the enemy. Look, this is hard work. It’s hard to advance freedom in a country that has been strangled by tyranny. And, yet, we must stay the course, because the end result is in our nation’s interest. ……..

    But this month in his address to the Veterans of Foreign Wars National Convention, Bush’s comparison of Iraq to Vietnam stands in stark contrast to the above statement in his 2004 press conference.  In his speech he drew parallels between leaving Vietnam more than thirty years ago with withdrawing from Iraq today. Actually, he spoke at length first about Japan, Pearl Harbor (comparing it to 9/11) and South Korea before he touched on Vietnam. 

    Three decades later, there is a legitimate debate about how we got into the Vietnam War and how we left. There’s no debate in my mind that the veterans from Vietnam deserve the high praise of the United States of America. (Applause.) Whatever your position is on that debate, one unmistakable legacy of Vietnam is that the price of America’s withdrawal was paid by millions of innocent citizens whose agonies would add to our vocabulary new terms like "boat people," "re-education camps," and "killing fields."

    But all this is already happening.  2 million Iraqi boat people have left their homes and crossed the desert to live as refugees in neighboring countries. Re-education began with American de-Baathification of the Iraqi political machinery and continues now across the Shia-Sunni divide. And the killing fields? Well…

    So why is Bush intent on staying on in Iraq?  He routinely labels those who advocate ending the occupation of Iraq as betrayers and defeatists.  He warns that they should be held responsible for any chaos that may ensue once the U.S. leaves Iraq now or several years down the road. Is he fighting two wars then? Retroactively redeeming America’s honor in Vietnam which many right wingers believe was lost because Americans gave up their resolve. By invoking Vietnam now, is he betting that the comparison (and the memory of American defeat) will make politicians of both parties nervous about withdrawing their support for his "surge?" Or is he preparing us and future politicians for the day when he goes the way of Lyndon Johnson, handing an inflamed foreign policy mess to his successor?

    There are indeed similarities between Iraq and Vietnam, most important being that they are both immoral and unnecessary wars – US interventions based on overarching ambition and hubris. Both are swamps – one was in the torrid and tropical jungles of the far east and the other in the dusty deserts of the middle east. But there are many differences too. Vietnam was divided over political ideology, not religion. North Vietnam had a government in place which was able to assume political power over the whole country once the US left. Also, the Vietnamese battle fields were not the training ground for foreign fighters whose aim was the destruction of America. So what should the US do?  Pour money and lives into a lost cause or cut the losses now?  There are no easy answers and either way, Iraq is going to go through hell. 

    Two views on Bush’s mess.

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  • Mother_teresa_0820_3 She never told us, did she? The piety that Mother Teresa publicly professed, apparently did not touch her heart. She passionately asked others to believe the "truth" that she herself did not recognize. She served her church and followed her mission under the banner of a divine message that she was agnostic about. Does that tarnish or enhance the sainthood that may be bestowed upon her?  Her all encompassing compassion notwithstanding, with her wobbly faith, could she have achieved what she did if she hadn’t ridden the borrowed chariot of unwavering belief, the only vehicle we imbue with unquestionable goodness, humanity and spirituality? What I found remarkable and very sad is not that Mother Teresa struggled with a spiritual vacuum and search for a moral anchor, but that we, the observers and recipients of her mercy would probably not have accorded her an "earthly" venue to express and spread her compassion – forcing her therefore to adopt a painful subterfuge. Is it time we learnt to value humanity, compassion and morality as human qualities rather than gilding the lily with divine inspiration?

    I am not going to debate the issue here because we have gone over this territory before. Do read the article.

  • Story_wallah Story Wallah, edited by Shyam Selvadurai is the most comprehensive collection of south Asian diasporic writing that I have encountered. All the authors included in this anthology were either born outside the Indian subcontinent or emigrated out of there. Many of the contributors were new to me and others are old hands. The book is a collection of short fiction – short stories and excerpts from novels. Difficult as it is to cogently review the literary merits of a collection featuring twenty six writers with eclectic styles, I will refrain from doing so. Instead, let me quote a portion of the excellent introduction by Selvadurai, describing the inspiration behind the publication. As with any diaspora tale, it is largely about identity and finding one’s voice within the tug of war between more than one "native" culture.

    I am often invited to read from my novels in public, and, if there is a question period aftenvards, someone inevitably stands up to ask the following: “What kind of a writer do you consider yourself to be? Are you a Canadian writer or a Sri Lankan writer?” 

    It is perplexing, this matter of cultural identity, and I am tempted, like some other writers of multiple identities, to reply grumpily, “I’m just a bloody writer Period.”

    Yet this response would be disingenuous. I suppose I could answer, “Sri Lankan-Canadian writer,” or “Canadian-Sri Lankan writer.” But this also does not get to the heart of what I consider my identity to be as a writer (and we are talking of my writing identity here). For, in terms of being a writer, my creativity comes not from “Sri Lankan” or “Canadian” but precisely from the space between, that marvellous open space represented by the hyphen, in which the two parts of my identity jostle and rub up against each other like tectonic plates, pushing upwards the eruption that is my work. It is from this space between that the novels come. From a double-visionness, a bicultutalism.

    For the majority of people, a dual identity is a burden forced on them by the fact that their bodies, or their skins to be precise, do not represent the nation-state they are in, thus compelling them to constantly wear their difference on their sleeve and carry it around on their back. In my day-to-day interactions with the world outside, I share the irritation, the burden, the occasional danger of this visible otherness. But when I close the door to my study and sit at my computer, that biculturalism becomes the site of great excitement, of great marvel, the very source of my creativity. It is from’ this space in- between, represented by the hyphen, that I have written what I consider Canadian novels set exclusively in Sri Lanka. For though the material may be Sri Lankan, the shaping of that material and the inclusion, for example, of themes of gay liberation or feminism ate drawn from the life I have lived in Canada. Homosexuality is illegal in Sri Lanka and the very real threat of physical violence and intimidation might have stopped me from exploring this theme had I lived there (being not of a particularly brave disposition). My thoughts and attitudes, indeed my craft as a writer, have been shaped by my life here in Canada. It is from the clash of these cultures, which occurs in the space between, that the conflicts in my plot lines arise. Without them my novels would be deathly boring to read.

    I enjoyed Story Wallah for the most part.  Featured are many fresh faces (pens?) across the map.  Besides the US, Canada and Great Britain, it was interesting to encounter south Asian voices out of Australia, Malaysia, Fiji, Singapore, the Caribbeans and Africa. In the end though, the familiar voices of the big boys and girls rang out above others . Salman Rushdie (The Courter), Rohinton Mistry (The Collectors), Anita Desai (Winterscape) and Hanif Kureishi (We’re Not Jews) tell the liveliest tales of the anthology, in my opinion. Selvadurai’s own contribution is an excerpt from his very commendable novel, "Funny Boy." One other story worth mentioning is "Just Between Indians" by Ginu Kamani. It is about an arranged marriage – only, there is no marriage but rather a creepy attempt at arranging one. This one left me feeling slightly jolted. As I said, Story Wallah is a good enough collection – a perfect read on a long plane ride or a relaxing vacation.

  • Reader John Selogy wrote:

    "I work in software marketing which can be maddening but creative at the same time. I live in San Jose and produce abstract, completely unsaleable electronic music when I’m not working.

    The other day I was editing a copy of T.S. Eliot reading Prufrock in a track of Adobe audition which also had the Portishead loop in the track below (previously unrelated). But then I just kept looping the Portishead loop and it seemed to fit together so naturally. I simply looped a very tiny piece of "Sour Times" by Portishead and let T.S. Eliot find the tempo and rhythm. I just wanted to share it with others online. It seems like Eliot is aware of the tempo and rhythms at times – creepy."

    Check out John’s poetry / music synthesis here.

    (Note to John: Please read A.B. right here and not through the Google Reader :-)

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  • In my introductory virtual exhibition I posted some original compositions. This post contains paintings which are copies of other artists’ works.  As a student and amateur artist, I have made many copies over the years, true and inspired –  of real objects, human beings, photographs and other artists’ works as my model. The exercise is akin to penmanship – for practice and to improve drawing skills and techniques. Occasionally, a copy turns out to be so satisfactory, that happily it becomes a work of art worth preserving . I display them in my home for my own enjoyment and am doing so now on the blog, for yours. These pictures are a testimony to my skills as an illustrator, much like a billboard artist – not my artistic flair. I have spoken with those in the know about the wisdom of putting them out for public consumption.  They assure me that as long as I do not offer such art for sale or claim them as my own, I am not violating any ethical boundaries, imitation being the sincerest form of flattery .. etc.

    When I started painting at Joan Furrow’s studio in Omaha in late 1992, I was for the first time, working  seriously with oil paint. Joanie advised me to start off with a few copies of actual paintings to get a handle on the color, texture and proper brush strokes. All the paintings shown here are from assorted magazines that cluttered Joanie’s library. Unfortunately, I did not make a note of the artists’ names. So I cannot credit any one properly except to say that these are not my own compositions. I selected the pictures for different reasons but each appealed to me on the basis of subject matter, appropriate level of complexity and artistic quality. They are not reproductions in a technical sense because I did not measure out the originals in grids for exact proportions. I drew them from visual perception as closely as possible. But they are all good enough copies that if you saw the originals somewhere, you’d probably recognize them. The paintings are oil on canvas and they hang in my home. So, enjoy some one else’s art vicariously – channeled through me.

    Please click on pictures for larger image:Rp_street

    This was the first full painting I made at Joanie’s.  I selected it for the depth of the perspective, colors and composition. The impressionistic style of drawing made it easier to avoid making glaring mistakes. I liked the criss-crossing of light and shadow on the dusty street.

    Rp_2_women I was struck by the two heads against a stark background, warm colors and the mysterious play of shadows on the faces of the women. The painted pots were  good practice in drawing perfect 3-D shapes and the intricate designs required control and careful use of brush.

    Rp_cowboy_1 Again, I chose the picture for its interesting subject (a horse & a rider are never boring), the cyan colors invoking deep twilight shadows and the rocky, stark look. The special challenge was to get the horse right from the front facing, foreshortened angle – always the hardest perspective for drawing four legged animals. 

    Rp_lighthouse_2The angry sky, a rocky landscape (yes, I prefer painting rocks to lush greenery), attractive colors and clear lines decided my choice here. I also love lighthouses.

    For my next "exhibition," I will post a couple of inspired copies which are based on photographs in magazines like the National Geographic, Life and sometimes even scientific magazines. But in the process of painting, they evolved enough to become distinctly my own. I will end the art series with a few more of my originals. Please don’t  hesitate to leave me a comment.

    (This post was originally published more than a year ago. I am bringing it to the front for new readers and also because I have no other blogworthy ideas for today.)